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[12 Jun 2005|03:18pm] |
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well today i got a present that was well over due....the present itself was good but something inside of it made me sad. you see i had this freind a long time ago..and stuff happend that changed her and i. it was my fault mostly, but ah i dont know wat im trying to say..but just know i miss you and want to be how we were. I know you say thats impossible but i honestly dont think it is..we were so close to be this far now. i just dont see why we have to be so far now....it doenst have to be like this..does it? dont u miss me?! at all?! hehe
well all i really want to say to you is that i miss you, and the thing is, you say we're no longer good freinds..and i understand becasue i can tell that..but you think that i only go to you when i need someone..and well sometimes that is true b'c your the only one i can really go to w, some things that need talking about. no one really understands or makes me feel better like you do...you're the person i go to becasue i know i can trust you. your always there for me. well if our friendship is never gona be how it used to..i want to thank you for all the good times we;ve had and thank you for always being there for me...if we dont get another chance ill miss you and everything we had...but im still here if you want! (haha wow this sounds like we were in a serious relationship or something! hehe sorry if it came out that way, but yea)
i love you! :)
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[18 May 2005|08:48pm] |
3 years ago today, my life...along with my families lives changed
we started appriciating things more and more each day
we all looked at life differently
something you love so much can just be taken from you
just like that
..i think about him everyday..and everyday that goes by..i miss him a little more
i try and think about all the memories i have with him..
but they all leave me so sad..i hate that this had to happen..
why couldnt he just had a chance to watch his son grow up!
3 years ago today...my uncle passed away.
Steve Hartley...
if you can..please pray for my aunt and little cousin..just a few little words will do.
*thanx
i miss you uncle reno :)
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[03 May 2005|01:12pm] |
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aaah..last night was awesome! taste of chaos was amazing! i had alot of fun w. you guys!
i would have to say the best part of the night was at the very end..where aa...well if u were there u know wat happend! oh god i just stared in aaaww!
i had the best time dancin w. manda stephy and dani! got knocked down a few times but um revenge is sweet :)
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[14 Mar 2005|08:02pm] |
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does talking shit about other people make you feel better..or does it make u feel like you've accomplished something? i just dont get the point...all it is, is you trying to make that person feel bad or trying to prove a point about wat u think of them..but does it really get you anywhere??
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[07 Mar 2005|07:56pm] |
I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend
I miss those times
I miss those nights
I even miss the silly fights
The making up
The morning talks
And those late afternoon walks
..i miss my friend
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[14 Jan 2005|02:32pm] |
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yesturday had a english final and have no 7th period so me and amanda got out at 10...we went to fashion valley w, my mom and shopped around..after that we went to hillcrest and i got my hair cut..short! hehe i was so nervous i almost chickened out like 3 times..manda got me through it tho. :) um after that we went our seperate ways and met bac up at my house..kyle picked us up and off to the show we went! the show was so aweseome..man o man...met some really cool people! me and amanda had to break up some fights! pointless ones if i might add! it was fun tho..using our good dancing skills as a destraction! after the show we well pretty much did nothing and then just went back to mandas house..
im glad everyone pretty much gets along ok now..makes me happy!
i miss dani poo :)
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[05 Jan 2005|06:34pm] |
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well today i thought tomorrow was wednesday, so i was pretty excited when katie told me tomorrow is thursday...dontcha love when that happens...so much closer to the weekend..um dont have any plans really this weekend..but hopefully ill be hangin w, the girls :)
oh and maybe this one guy...nooo not him silly...one u wouldnt think i would hang out with..hehe confusing?
mud-wrestling anyone?? not sure when all of us are gona do it..but hopefully soon..can't do it friday because it is one of the most raddest girls birthday! hehe happy birthday love! (early i know)
and....im done
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[03 Jan 2005|09:08pm] |
this is a cute little song..it helps sometimes...
i was walkin home from school..on a cold winter day..took a shortcut through the woods and i lost my way..it was gettin late, and i was scared and alone..but then a kind old man took my hand and led me home..now mama couldnt see him, oh but he was standin there..and i knew in my heart, he was the answer to my prayer..oh i believe there are angels among us..sent down to us from somewhere up above, they come to you, and me..in our darkest hours..to show us how to live..to teach us how to give..to guide us w, the light of love..
when life held troubled times and had me down on my knees, theres always been someone to come along and comfort me..a kind word from a stranger..to lend a helping hand, a phone call from a freind just to say i understand..well aint it kind of funny at the dark end of a road..someone lights the way w, just a simple ray of hope...
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[02 Jan 2005|07:23pm] |
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things are so confusing...
..i dont know wat im doing w, anything...
i dont know wat to do, i dont know wat not to do...
uughh...anyone ever feel this way? cuz it frickin sucks...
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[29 Dec 2004|05:48pm] |
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well lets see um..last night wasnt a very eventful night..um after me and my mom went shoppin i got dropped off at amandas house and her and skye were just hanging out..later on we went over to skyes so she can change and wat not, then christian, cody and stefen picked us all up..but the problem was there wasnt enough room for all of us in christians truck..and wat was weird..was i mean they were coming there to pick us up..and his truck only hold 3 people and there was already 3 people in the truck..so that was really pointless...so we ended up waiting for amandas friend shannon to come and get us...and we all hung out at jack in the box forliterally an hour or two! lame i know! then we went over to some random guy liles (hehe) house..but we didnt end up going inside casue no one really wanted to..soooo theeen we all just ended up going back to my house..and well yeah wasnt to much fun! and all day today ive pretty much been alone at my house..so thats that! thankfully dani is coming to get me in a few and were going to garrets house to go in the hot tub! wootwoot...being in the hot tub when its raining is the best!
hope u are all having a great break! :)
boys are lamo! :)
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[27 Dec 2004|02:55pm] |
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last night w. the girls was alot of fun! went to the movies, saw darkness..not a good choice amanda! hehe but dont worry i thought it was gona be scary too, but it deff wasnt!
after that we met stephanie and then went and got some food..then headed over to bobbys house, that was alot of fun..got to see alot of people i havent seen in awhile!
besides that um..well thats pretty much all that went on last night!
aaw..manda im so happy for you! hehe sooo cute!
oh, and theres one more thing...u see, theres this guy..and well...mm..hehe i dont really know wat to say..but theres that funny feeling! hehe i like it!
skye u are just a funny little girl! random things....dani i love yo soo much..u are such a good freind..u alwasy put other people before yourself and try and make them happy, even if that means ull get in trouble or whatever..hehe but dani, thank you so much for everything, love you!
aaah amanda...hehe u and cody are baaaad..in danis car!!!! ontop of skyyyee! hehe u pulled a sneaky sneaky!
tomorrow i have to go re-take my permit test cause its gona expire if i dont! sucks i know...um then after that me and my mom are gona go to fashion valley to return stuff and well shop around...but after that im free..so yea :)
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[24 Dec 2004|12:27pm] |
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everybody do the mess around.....
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[23 Dec 2004|10:38pm] |
um..i got a myspace..
email is thisperfectfailure@yahoo.com
i have no friends yet..and really nothing on myspace..so yeah
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[23 Dec 2004|08:16pm] |
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( Looky!! )
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[23 Dec 2004|01:52pm] |
last night was so much fun w, everyone!
went to the drive ins w. the girls and some people! hehe wow that was alot of fun..missed like practiclly the whole dang movie! but o well..still had a blast..
after that..me and the gang all went to dans house...that was fun...umm..hm..later that night me and dani left to go get some food..we ended up getting mcdonalds...which i dont really like, but for some reason it tasted sooo good! then it was getting around 11 and dans paretns wanted everyone out so we left..and all met at granite..we were gona go to these hills, but it was sorta too late, so we ended up not doing that..so we pretty much hung out in the granite parking lot till we had to go home...it was fun tho, we did like this lifting thingy, i dono its hard to explain..but man o man its crazy!
only thing bad about last night...sooo close to having an interaction w. a cop! but everything turned out ok!
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[21 Dec 2004|06:30pm] |
i wear my sunglasses at night..so i can..so i can..???
dont mess around with the guy in the shades..
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